Thursday, January 26, 2012

Yay for Granola!

This is corn free, no nut warnings, AND wheat free! I was practically dancing in the aisle in the store. I can never find corn free granola! I don’t know about the other flavors/types of cereals with this brand. Only this particular one. Yay!

*Sidenote – Maltodextrin is made from corn. I don’t avoid it because I don’t seem to react to it but I know some people do.

Do me a favor?

If you know me, love me or if you know or love (or are even just acquaintances with!) that has a chronic physical condition/illness that they deal with every single day…

If you know anyone like that…

Read this. The Spoon Theory.

I’d repost the whole thing here but it requests at the bottom that I not repost it without permission so you have to follow the link.

Thanks Smile

PS I just used up most of my spoons going to the grocery store. I think I’ll just sit here now. Whew!

Monday, January 23, 2012

Chocolate Chip Cookies



Revised Chocolate Chip Cookies  - Go there and make those ones if you're looking for a recipe. I made some changes :)

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This is the recipe as I made it today. They were truly fantastic cookies. I’m going to make two changes the next time I make them.
1 – 1/2 tsp cream of tarter (I want a little more puff in the cookie)
2 – “quick” oats to grind for flour. I think that will give a slightly smoother texture. Although I kind of like the earthiness of the oat flour as it is. I still want to try it though.
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2/3 cup oat flour* (I ground regular oats)
1/3 cup plus 2 TBSP Brown Rice flour
1/3 cup plus 2 TBSP Tapioca Flour/Starch
1/3 cup plus 2 TBSP Sweet/Glutinous Rice Flour
1 tsp xanthan gum
1/2 tsp baking soda
1/3 tsp salt
1 1/2 sticks butter, melted and cooled until warm
1 cup dark brown sugar
1/2 cup raw sugar
1 egg + 1 egg yolk
2 tsp vanilla
1 cup semi-sweet chocolate chips (with no peanut warning!)

Directions:
Preheat oven to 325F. Center rack. (Or if you’re feeling ambitious – do half the time in the middle/upper and half in the middle lower. I was not feeling that ambitious.)
In one bowl sift all the dry things together – flours, xanthan gum, soda, salt (cream of tarter if you’re doing that).
In the stand mixer (that’s what I used. You can use whatever floats your boat – or is available in your kitchen…) put the brown sugar, raw sugar, and butter. Mix until very thoroughly blended. I left it on high while I helped Hannah with something so I’m not sure how long it went.
Add to that mixture the eggs and vanilla. Mix again until combined and lighter.
Add the dry ingredients. Mix until blended.
Add the chocolate chips. Mix.
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I dropped the dough by heaping tablespoons and round them into the little balls. See how you can see tiny oat flakes? That’s why I want to try the quick oats. Hmm. Or maybe I need a vitamix so grind my flour better. (That would be me looking for a justification to buy a vitamix. FYI.)
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I did 6 to a cookie sheet because they were big cookies.
Baked for 11 minutes in my oven.
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*I have read that if you’re trying to avoid gluten you have to be careful with oats. We are just trying to avoid wheat so I can use oat flour. If you’re gluten intolerant/celiac make sure your oat flour is okay for you!

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Toddler Fingers

I love them. I kissed those ones after she was asleep and then took a picture and left so she could nap without me kissing her fingers more…
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Waffles

4 eggs, separated
1 Tbsp sugar
1/4 cup butter, melted and cooled
1 cup milk
1 tsp vanilla
1 cup rice flour
1 cup tapioca flour/starch
1/2 tsp baking soda
1 tsp cream of tarter
1/2 tsp salt
2 tsp xanthan gum

1.  Beat egg whites until stiff
2.  Cream together egg yolks and sugar in a separate bowl until light. 
3.  Add cooled, melted butter, milk and vanilla extract. 
4.  In separate bowl, mix together the flours, baking soda, cream of tarter, salt and xanthan gum.
5.  Add dry ingredients to the egg yolk mixture and mix thoroughly.
6.  Fold in egg whites.

I added a little bit of milk at the end. Perhaps a tablespoon or two. To thin the batter a little bit. I think next time I’ll add slightly more. Maybe in the beginning to 1 1/4 cup milk.

But these were delicious and lovely!

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I had pure maple syrup on mine and the girls had pure fruit jam on theirs. Nom!

I adapted this from this recipe: http://www.allglutenfreerecipes.com/index.php/gluten-free/detailed_recipe/belgian_waffles/ – It had baking powder in it – which has cornstarch.

If you ever need to know:

1 tsp of baking powder = 1/2 tsp cream of tarter, 1/4 tsp baking soda, 1/4 tsp cornstarch.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Cooking Blog

I emptied my old cooking blog – which has been unused for awhile anyway. http://cookinginwyoming.blogspot.com/ – Now it’s a place where I’ll be storing things I find or try or use – that are corn free, wheat free, peanut free ways to feed my family.

I can’t imagine it will ever be of a ton of use to anyone else but there it is. It will be helpful to me. haha.

*insert catchy title that belies my true feelings of dismay*

I’ve whined on here about my health before. I just have something to add.

I have fibromyalgia.

I went to the doctor. He tested me for lots of things (that’s the blood tests I mentioned in Leah’s allergy post). I do not have lupus, or rheumatoid arthritis or any of the other things he tested for. Whew.

Fibromyalgia has no test. It’s a diagnosis of elimination.

My mother has it. I have it.

So I hurt a lot. Just about all the time. I have only so much energy to go around. So my girls have been getting it all. Some goes to cleaning my house if I have it left.

Some days I’m fine, some days I can’t do the simplest things – like shut my garage door. That was really annoying. There’s a lot of muscle weakness.

The are lots of other symptoms but we’ll just say it’s been impeding my daily life for awhile.

I’m just over here doing the best I can… but just about everything is going to the way side except caring for my children.

That’s all.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Leah’s Eyes

Leah on wheat…

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Leah off wheat…

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I really can’t believe how swollen her eyes used to be. Holy. Moley.

And yes. The 2nd picture is with my phone. The first one with my camera. If I wasn’t lazy, I’d go charge the camera battery and do a better comparison. But you get the idea, eh?

Spaghetti

Generally I make my own spaghetti sauce but we were in a hurry tonight. I sent my husband to the store for something else and called him while he was still there and asked him to see if any jarred sauces would fit our little family here.

It turns out the Prego is corn free, peanut free, and wheat free. Yay for that! A lot of prepared sauces have high fructose corn syrup in them.

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We had ground turkey in it. The turkey was seasoned with salt, pepper, onion powder, and an Italian seasonings mixture. Then the jarred sauce, salt, pepper, basil. Then left to simmer for about 20 minutes.

During that time we cooked this pasta:

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Which was FABULOUS. I'd eat this over regular pasta any day! I had no idea brown rice pasta was that good or I’d have been eating it a long time ago. Amazing.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Simple Woman

Find it here.

FOR TODAY

Outside my window... It's dark and windy and cold. We've had a high wind warning all day.

I am thinking...  about my doctor's appt in the morning.

I am thankful... for the joy of motherhood. The women who made that possible in my life. For the feel of my children laying on me.

From the learning rooms... Leah and I got her through a lot of homework today. She was out of school all last week and there's a good size stack. Almost done!

In the kitchen... I've been wheat free cooking. (And it's a freaking disaster in there.)

I am wearing... pjs. 

I am creating... a messy house? happy children?

I am going... to make a steamed milk, relax for a bit, and go to bed.

I am wondering... what is going to happen next.

I am reading... I just finished Alcatraz versus The Evil Librarians by Brandson Sanderson. I haven't decided what to read next yet.

I am hoping... to get some answers, pretty please.

I am looking forward to... sleeping good tonight (that's me thinking positive thoughts. PLEASE let me get some good sleep!)

I am learning... that I can't do everything my brain wants me to do.

I am hearing... Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

Around the house... Oh the mess. I don't want to talk about it okay? When I'm sick things... fall apart.

I am pondering...  finding a different normal within my physical limits. I need a house elf. Anybody?


A favorite quote for today... “Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.” -Mary Anne Radmacher

One of my favorite things...  Steamed Milk. mmmm. (I'm having that right now)

A few plans for the rest of the week... To the doctor tomorrow, clean the house, wheat free cooking, and trying to keep my head above water! Woohoo.

A peek into my day...

Leah's been "creating" things for days. There is a giant mess in the dining room from it. Jewelry, arts/crafts, anything she can think of. This was a puppet from today (There's a tongue under the flap. A little red one. She's so cute!). She used this and a couple stick puppets she made to perform Little Red Riding Hood for me. She even made a back drop with a big piece of construction paper. She cut pictures of furniture out of a newspaper ad and glued it all over it. She amazes me. 





Friday, January 13, 2012

Leah’s Allergies

I feel like I just typed a post just like this.

Oh wait… I did: Hannah’s Allergies

At Hannah’s appointment when he was asking me allergy questions about her I kept thinking – that sounds a lot more like Leah than it does Hannah…

When Leah was about 11 months old she had her first allergy attack. Her eyes would not stop running for a day or so. Just constantly streaming. That was the first time I gave her Benadryl (which is only recommended for 1 year and up. I went online I researched and found a “by weight” chart for dosages). It instantly dried up her eyes but holy moly. She went BIZERK. She was very literally bouncing off the walls. As in she was running AT the walls and bouncing off of them.

Leah was allergic to red dye.

Thank heaven they make dye free Benadryl. That always worked.

In later years as Leah would have accidental exposure to red dye (it’s freaking everywhere). She would have night terrors that night. It was hideous.

Most children out grow dye allergies and Leah can now have all the red dye she wants with no reaction. Whew.

However.

She was still congested a lot. Still sick a lot. Still with the runny eyes. I tried Claritin for children – no luck. I tried Zyrtec – yay! That worked. In the winter… In the summer it just takes the edge off. She would be fine and then go outside to play, then come in and her eyes would be all swollen.

Oy.

So, I took Leah to get tested. I answered a lot, lot, lot of questions.

And then the took us to another room with a bed for her to lay on her tummy. She had been so brave up to this point and finally the fearful anticipation got the better of her and she wrapped herself around me and just cried. I finally coaxed her onto her stomach and we started the test. She realized quickly the poking was not  a big deal but as you’ll see with the pictures she started to itch and be uncomfortable right away.

She cried. I was sitting by her head and we were forehead to forehead, nose to nose and she had her arms wrapped around my neck. We just stayed like that until the poking was over and she could relax a little bit. She was still uncomfortable but not anticipating the poking anymore. (62 pokes in all. Poor baby.)

ONE minute in (this stuff is supposed to stay on for 15 minutes. The nurse stood back and said: oh man.)…

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3 minutes:

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5 minutes:

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10 minutes:

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At the 10 minute mark the nurse had, had enough. She started wiping each and writing down the results. She didn’t want Leah to have to wait 5 more minutes.

All wiped off and waiting for some cream:

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At this point the nurse left to go talk to the doctor again. He wanted her to have 6 more tests. Each of which involved a shot into her arm to put a little of the allergen under her skin and see how she reacted.

This… was not fun. The also wanted to draw blood. I looked at the nurse kind of horrified and she said – we can put that one off. You can refuse to do it this time.

Excellent because Leah was going through quite enough for one day!

A minute or two after the shots:

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10ish minutes after:

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That’s cat, dog, mold, a couple of tree ones and the bottom right is grasses. She is wicked allergic to everything (except the mold. That’s not so bad. Seriously? So what! She’s gonna rub her face in mold? LOL!) but the grasses was the worst reaction of them all. That one kept swelling through the day. I gave her some Benadryl before we started the 120 mile drive home and it stopped swelling but it’s still swollen some today.

So. She’s allergic to most kinds of trees, grasses, weeds, pollens, cats, dogs. She also has a mild allergy to wheat (no that is not celiac or gluten intolerance. Wheat allergy is a histamine response to wheat. Celiac is a gut issue.)

And she has a mild allergy to peanuts. Oh and house dust/dust mites. Both more mild than Hannah’s but still there.

The peanut thing is relatively “easy” since we’ve already prepared for that for Hannah. Hannah can’t have things that say “processed in the same facility or same equipment” but Leah can. She just is not going to have straight peanuts, peanut butter, etc.

The wheat is another issue – it’s mild and she’s not going to have an anaphylactic reaction ever but I want to get her where she feels really great and then introduce things and see where her threshold is, etc.

So for now we go wheat free.

Clearly I can not do everything for all of us. We can’t all be corn free, peanut free, wheat free, diabetic friendly eaters. There will have to be some double prep going on some things but I’ll do as much common food as I can. Wheat free (and/or gluten free) foods are much more expensive so I don’t want to feed all 4 of us wheat free all the time.

I will, however, do everything in my power to make sure my 6 year old foodie in the making still enjoys her food. She has some wheat free toaster waffles today and we both decided they taste better than the ones she normally eats. So that was a happy find for her! (If only they weren’t 4 bucks for a box of 6… I’m going to make some from other flours and freeze them because GEEZ. She eats 3 in a sitting.)

Congrats to you if you made it to the bottom of this post. Sorry about my long windedness. It helps me process all this to write it down.

I was feeling very crazy and helpless until I went to the store. I know about allergy shopping from myself. I can do this for her. I have the cooking know-how so I’m not freaking about that. I just need the supplies and some time and I can make it all fantastic for her.

We’re gonna make pizza tonight or tomorrow with some wheat free dough! She’s really excited about that.

Whew!

I should write another blog post about my own health but I’m waiting for some test results. It can wait. And frankly, my brain can only take so much!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Huh?

I was trying to wake Drew up to ask him something...
Me: Drew, drew...
Drew: You can't have it.
Me: Have what?
He grabs me. Hugs me. Starts rubbing my back and whispers: It's mine. You can't have it.
I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe.
He's still muttering in his sleep now...
...
I don't care. I don't care.
Don't touch my car!
I'll pop you.
Don't touch it. Don't do it.
How did that feel?
I'm bigger than you are (totally in a taunting voice)
Your nose is next.
Oh boy. You just don't learn.
Did you like that? I just hit you again.
Stop crying. Stop. Hmmm hm. Tell your friends. I told you I'd hit you.
Tell 'em. Tell all your friends.
You're a sissy... (again with the taunting)
You don't want to do that.
I hope that heals funny.
Stupid. So stupid.
No no no.
Oh? You wanna race me?
(yes. I'm typing as he talks.)
*laughter*
My sister could kick your butt.
No. I wanna race now. Race me.
Don't touch my car!
I've hit you twice now.
Hm. Hmmm.
That's MY wife.
I'll kill you.
Shhhh. Go.
You shouldn't have said that. You're gonna die. You're gonna die.
You're gonna throw up. Then die.
....
Wowzer. I think he's asleep for real now.
....
Later:
Don't put the bacon there. That's nasty.
Don't eat that. Ugh.
Doh. Ohhhh Yummy Yummy!
No! No no no.
Tattle tail. Tattle tail. Tattle tail.
You bad bad bad. No no no.
....
Snoring. Whew.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Bunny Cuteness

http://chezbeeperbebe.blogspot.com/2010/03/tutorial-and-pattern-recycled-mooshy.html

I read the idea for making these bunnies at the above link. I decided to use some shirts that Leah & I had tie dyed a couple of years ago. And this is the cute result…

PS I’ve never made any kind of stuffed animal before. This was a trial run for me. lol

At least the girls love them!

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If you read the tutorial they came from you’ll see I did the tail differently. I cut a circle of fabric, did a really loose stitch around the outside of the circle and gathered it in. Then I stuffed it, hand sewed it closed and stitched it onto the body. Since it was fairly lose I also decided to hot glue them closer to the body. I didn’t want the girls (or Hannah really… lol) to rip the tail off.

And for the 2nd one I pinned the ears inside the body so that I didn’t have to sew them to the outside… because I happen to kind of hate hand sewing. It turned out cute still. I think I might pinch them at the bottom of the ear and put a stitch in each to make them more folded like the first bunny but eh. Maybe if I make more.

My hope is to find a few patterns and make Hannah a few stuffed animals specifically. Her dust allergy means she shouldn’t have a lot of fuzzy things sleeping in her bed with her. It seems like it would be better if they were cloth and things I can throw in the washer.

The girls have been carrying these around and sleeping with them. That gives me warm fuzzies!

And pardon the crappy pictures from my phone… I’m lazy. Smile